This waiting and not knowing if we'll get this house is killing my soul. My mind, will and emotions are slowing down and I recognize that I'm going into turtle mode. Remember when Artax sinks in the Swamp of Sadness in the Neverending Story?........ Delena, you can be Atreyu. Jesus, you be Falcor.
Melodrama. Pity party. Focused on self. Blah blah blah. I know.......yes, I know. Sometimes days just suck. And then tomorrow is better.